a new day a brand new blog

hey guys how ya all y,all all ya doin? its been a little while since the blogster did a blog but im back blogging away now by popular demand after my success as a blogger is now at peak level i cant keep my public waiting any longer and besides i just had the demon possesed weirdo computer sorted out now so i am actually able to make a post in less than four days.. erm what am i gonna write now im here, ya know i dont know maybe i dont feel like i got much to offer... WAIT thats it, today i was doin a kind of self pity down and depressed thing ya know i just felt like i had nothing to offer, last week i went to a school and did a christian union and after i was just like whats the point, it was hard and the kids were restless. i decided to quit a week early for break and since then after my throwing in of the towel decision it seems that everything has been way harder and i just got down and even more down on myself, then tonight i got a phone call from the teacher who allows me into the school sayin the kids were really lookin forward to me being there on friday and that the headmaster has decided to bless me finacially... what?

anyway its easy to get discouraged by all the outward stuff when nothing seems to be going right its easy to despair but in those times we really need to hold on, not only does it shape us and form great character in us but God is always on the move using everything for Jesus glory.. we need to hold on, and trust in the king.. its easy to hold on when everything is goin well but we really need to stand strong in the rough times quit our moaning and our pity partys and just thank God for HIS faithfulness, his faithfulness doesnt depend on our faithfulness.. isnt that good.